it's only a proper mark of respect, you know.So ungrateful, too, when I gave up my dressing-room on purpose for him!' 'And I dressed for dinner every day he was here, if we are each to recapitulate all our sacrifices on his behalf.But for all that I did not expect to be invited to his house.I shall be only too glad if he will come again to mine.' 'I've a great mind not to let Cynthia go,' said Mrs Gibson, reflectively.'I can't go, mamma,' said Cynthia, colouring.'My gowns are all so shabby, and my old bonnet must do for this summer.' 'Well, but you can buy a new one; and I'm sure it is high time you should get yourself another silk-gown.You must have been saving up a great deal, for I don't know when you've had any new clothes.' Cynthia began to say something, but stopped short.She went on buttering her toast, but she held it in her hand without eating it; without looking up either, as, after a minute or two of silence, she spoke again, - 'I cannot go.I should like it very much; but I really cannot go.Please, mamma, write at once, and refuse it.' 'Nonsense, child! When a man in Mr Kirkpatrick's position comes forward to offer a favour, it does not do to decline it without giving a sufficient reason.So kind of him as it is, too!' 'Suppose you offer to go instead of me?' proposed Cynthia.'No, no! that won't do,' said Mr Gibson, decidedly.'You can't transfer invitations in that way.But really this excuse about your clothes does appear to be very trivial, Cynthia, if you have no other reason to give.' 'It is a real, true reason to me,' said Cynthia, looking up at him as she spoke.'You must let me judge for myself.It would not do to go there in a state of shabbiness, for even in Doughty Street, I remember, my aunt was very particular about dress; and now that Margaret and Helen are grown up, and they visit so much, - pray don't say anything more about it, for I know it would not do.' 'What have you done with all your money, I wonder?' said Mrs Gibson.'You've twenty pounds a year, thanks to Mr Gibson and me; and I'm sure you haven't spent more than ten.' 'I had not many things when I came back from France,' said Cynthia, in a low voice, and evidently troubled by all this questioning.'Pray let it be decided at once; I can't go, and there's an end of it.' She got up, and left the room rather suddenly.'I don't understand it at all,' said Mrs Gibson.'Do you, Molly?' 'No.I know she does not like spending money on her dress, and is very careful.' Molly said this much, and then was afraid she had made mischief.'But then she must have got the money somewhere.It always has struck me that if you have not extravagant habits, and do not live up to your income, you must have a certain sum to lay by at the end of the year.Have I not often said so, Mr Gibson?' 'Probably.' 'Well, then, apply the same reasoning to Cynthia's case; and then, I ask, what has become of the money?' 'I cannot tell,' said Molly, seeing that she was appealed to.'She may have given it away to some one who wants it.' Mr Gibson put down his newspaper.'It is very clear that she has neither got the dress nor the money necessary for this London visit, and that she does not want any more inquiries to be made on the subject.She likes mysteries, in fact, and I detest them.
Still, I think it is a desirable thing for her to keep up the acquaintance, or friendship, or whatever it is to be called, with her father's family;and I shall gladly give her ten pounds; and if that's not enough, why, either you must help her out, or she must do without some superfluous article of dress or another.' 'I'm sure there never was such a kind, dear, generous man as you are, Mr Gibson,' said his wife.'To think of your being a stepfather! and so good to my poor fatherless girl! But, Molly my dear, I think you'll acknowledge that you too are very fortunate in your stepmother.Are not you, love?
And what happy tête-à-têtes we shall have together when Cynthia goes to London.I'm not sure if I don't get on better with you even than with her, though she is my own child; for, as dear papa says so truly, there is a love of mystery about her; and if I hate anything, it is the slightest concealment or reserve.Ten pounds! Why, it will quite set her up, buy her a couple of gowns and a new bonnet, and I don't know what all! Dear Mr Gibson, how generous you are!' Something very like 'Pshaw!' was growled out from behind the newspaper.'May I go and tell her?' said Molly, rising up.'Yes, do, love.Tell her it would be so ungrateful to refuse; and tell her that your father wishes her to go; and tell her, too, that it would be quite wrong not to avail herself of an opening which may by-and-by be extended to the rest of the family.I am sure if they ask me - which certainly they ought to do - I won't say before they asked Cynthia, because I never think of myself, and am really the most forgiving person in the world, in forgiving slights; - but when they do ask me, which they are sure to do, I shall never be content till, by putting in a little hint here and a little hint there, I've induced them to send you an invitation.A month or two in London would do you so much good, Molly.' Molly had left the room before this speech was ended, and Mr Gibson was occupied with his newspaper; but Mrs Gibson finished it to herself very much to her own satisfaction; for, after all, it was better to have some one of the family going on the visit, though she might not be the right person, than to refuse it altogether, and never to have the opportunity of saying anything about it.As Mr Gibson was so kind to Cynthia, she too would be kind to Molly, and dress her becomingly, and invite young men to the house; do all the things, in fact, which Molly and her father did not want to have done, and throw the old stumbling-blocks in the way of their unrestrained intercourse, which was the one thing they desired to have, free and open, and without the constant dread of her jealousy.
