"Don't hurry," Mary protested."I know I've been stubborn, but I've been so happy in your coming.I do get lonely--frightfully lonely, sometimes--don't think I'm ungrateful----""You're dangerously beautiful, child," the artist said, with enthusiasm."And remember that I love you-- no matter how silly you are--good-by.""You won't stay for a cup of tea?I meant to ask you an hour ago." "No, I've an engagement with a dreadful man whom I've no idea ofever marrying.I'm going to dinner with him--just to study the animal at dose range."With a jolly laugh and quick, firm step she was gone.
Mary snatched the kitten from his snug bed between the pillows of the window-seat and pressed his fuzzy head under her chin.
"She tempted us terribly, Kitty darling, but we didn't let her find out-- did we? You know deep down in your cat's soul that I was just dying to meet the distinguished Gordon--but such high honors are not for home bodies like you and me----"She dropped on the seat and closed her eyes for a long time.The kitten watched her wonderingly sure of a sudden outbreak with each passing moment.Two soft paws at last touched her cheeks and two bright eyes sought in vain for hers.The little nose pressed closer and kissed the drooping eyelids until they opened.He curled himself on her bosom and began to sing a gentle lullaby.For a long while she lay and listened to the music of love with which her pet sought to soothe the ache within.
The clock in the tower chimed six.
She lifted her body and placed her head on a pillow beside the window.The human torrent below was now at its flood.Two streams of humanity flowed eastward along each broad sidewalk.Hundreds were pouring in endless procession across Madison Square.The cars in Broadway north and South were jammed.Every day she watched this crowd hurrying, hurrying away into the twilight--and among all its hundreds of thousands not an eye was ever lifted to hers--not one man or woman among them cared whether she lived or died.
It was horrible, this loneliness of the desert in an ocean of humanity! For the past year it had become an increasing horror to look into the silent faces of this crowd of men and women and never feel the touch of a friendly hand or hear the sound of a human voice in greeting.
And yet this endless procession held for her a supreme fascination.
Somewhere among its myriads of tramping feet, walked the one man created for her.She no more doubted this than she doubted God Himself.It was His law.He had ordained it so.She had grown so used to the throngs below her window and so loved the little park with its splashing fountain that she had refused to follow her landlady uptown when the brownstone boarding-house facing the Square had been turned into a studio building.
Instead of moving she had wheedled the landlord into allowing her to cut off a small space from her room for a private bath and kitchenette, built a box couch across the window large enough for a three- quarter mattress and covered it with velour.For five dollars a week she had thus secured a little home in which was combined a sitting-room, bed-room, bath and kitchenette.
It had its drawbacks, of course.The Professor downstairs who taught music sometimes gave a special lesson at night, and the Italian sculptor who worked on the top floor used a hammer at the most impossible hours.But on the whole she liked it better than the tiresome routine of boarding.She was not afraid at night.The stamp-and-coin man who occupied the first floor, lived with his wife and baby in the rear.The janitress had a room on the floor above hers.Two elderly women workers of ability in the mechanical arts occupied the rear of her floor, and a dear little fat woman of fifty who drew designs for the New England weavers of cotton goods lived in the room adjoining hers.
She had never spoken to any of these people, but Ella, the janitress, who cleaned up her place every morning, had told her their history.Ella was a sociable soul, her face an eternal study and an inscrutable mystery.She spoke both German and English and yet never a word of her own life's history passed her lips.She had loved Mary from the moment she cocked her queer drawn face to one side and looked at her with the one good eye she possessed.She was always doing little things for her comfort--and never asked tips for it.If Mary offered to pay she smiled quietly and spoke in the softest drawl: "Oh, that's nothing, child-- Ach, Gott im Himmel--nein!"This one-eyed, homely woman who cleaned up her room for three dollars a month, and Jane Anderson, were the only friends she had among the six million people whose lives centered on Manhattan Island.
Man had yet to darken her door.The little room had been carefully fitted, however, to receive her Knight when the great event of his coming should be at hand.
The box couch was built of hard wood paneling and was covered with pillows of soft leather and silk.The bed-clothes were carefully stored in the locker beneath the mattress cushion.No one would ever suspect its use as a bed.The bathroom was fitted with a bureau and no signs of a sleeping apartment disfigured the effect of her one library, parlor, and reception-room.A desk and bookcase stood at either end of the box couch.The bookcase was filled with fiction--love stories exclusively.
A large birdcage swung from a staple in the window and two canaries peered cautiously from their perches at the kitten in her lap.She had trained him to ignore this cage.
The crowds below were thinning down.A light snow was falling.The girl lifted her pet and kissed his cold nose.
"We must get our own dinner tonight, Mr.Thomascat--it's snowing outside.And did you hear what she said, Kitty dear--`More girls are ruined by marriage in New York than by any other process!' A good joke, Kitty!--You and I know better than that if we do live in our own tiny world! We'll risk it some day, anyhow, won't we?"The kitten purred his assent and Mary bustled over the little gas stove humming an old love song her mother had taught her in a far-off village in Kentucky.
