第29章 TO S.L

My dear Miss L----,EVIL TO THEM THAT EVIL THINK,is an old saying;and I have found it a true one.I have ruined myself by my unjust suspicions of you.Your sweet friendship was the balm of my life;and I have lost it,I fear for ever,by one fault and folly after another.

What would I give to be restored to the place in your esteem,which,you assured me,I held only a few months ago!Yet I was not contented,but did all I could to torment myself and harass you by endless doubts and jealousy.Can you not forget and forgive the past,and judge of me by my conduct in future?Can you not take all my follies in the lump,and say like a good,generous girl,"Well,I'll think no more of them?"In a word,may I come back,and try to behave better?A line to say so would be an additional favour to so many already received by Your obliged friend,And sincere well-wisher.